Lossing my mind

I feel like i'm lossing it, it's like my brain was figthing for his life, like an atomic bomb in my head, hearth, soul.
I'm freaking out, i'm truly sad and lost.
And all i need is air, or walk in the park, sit on a bench and just for a moment, even if it's just for a second, stop thinking and just watch the green, the trees blossom. Just be in another place, in another town, and see the beauty again, enjoy de small meaningful things

I don't wanna keep with the figths, I wanna be happy again...
I just need a break